my life my soul

2010-01-10T22:52:00.001+08:00

TIRED

2009-08-18T18:14:00.005+08:00

tired .. exhausted .. fatigued ...
i'm the worse ..
nothing seems to goes on correctly ..
this life here is sickening ..
i hesitated,i doubted people whom i called friends how trusting works .. i no longer understand ..
i judged , i refused people whom i called friends how acceptance works .. i no longer understand ..
now that i'm not myself
now that friends are no longer friends
now that nobody is going to help you
now that things are different
now that i dun understand
now that life is not just living ...
now that this boring little person is not studying ..
time is wasted ..
energy is wasted ..
electricity is wasted ..

long long post

2009-07-08T22:11:00.002+08:00

hi all !!! i gonna starts updating again !!
i believe that i have not been doing soon ever since the holiday starts !!
as i didn't want to bore u guys by introducing my boring life ..
soon after that , i have got to study for my mst , and finally , some common test this week !!
yesha !! the long waited day has came !! the mark to the end of my test for the time being !!
well , i actually planned to study this holiday .. i've even done a timetable for myself during the holiday ..
however mi being karen , wasn't discipline enough to follow the timetable i've done for myself , and therefore , last minute work was been done in preparation for my tests ..
for the last few days , i can say that i did really put in more effort in studying then what i usually does .. therefore , i seriously hope that i would be able to get some good grades this time ..
anw , i'm pretty happy today as i've get to know that i've done quite well for rehab , the subject that i thought that i would fail !! yesh !!!! so happy !!
suppose to watch movie with dben flowers todae dex ..
but in order to help my jiejie , i've ps them!! so sry gals !! i'll try to make it nxt tym !!
hmmmx .. i guess thats all for today !! hopefully i would be able to break up more good news about my results ~~ same goes to everyone !! mata ne !!!

i wonder whats the title ..

2009-06-09T10:26:00.005+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ZONGYI !!!!!
ytd went out to do fyp ...
i was late !!! heheeex ...
then tt jon arx !! i wanna complaint !!
when i inform him tt i m going to be late , he reply as if he reached sch already !!
BUT THE TRUTH IS : he was the last to arrive !!!! even jixu came earlier then him !!! lols
but the fact that he did so much for our project already , i din make things difficuit for him !! (also i was late , no rights to say him ;haha) then do halfway , after boontat went off , i watched PRINCE OF TENNIS again !!!! haven watch it for a v v v v long time already !! hahas .. then its time to go off for a movie ..
when i i reach there then they tell me that they are watching blood instead of night at the museum !! gosh !! i dun dare to watch horror stuff sia !! then i say i wait until the time is up then i go home , they watch .. then after some discussion, we changed it back to night at the museum , then i say , i gona give way (cos the guys seems like they wanna watch blood more ) , if wanna watch blood then watch lor (in which i cant believe that i've said that ) . so i took a look at the seatings and decided to watch BLOOD !!!!
at that moment , i believe that i have signed a death contract .. i'm going to have nightmares , fright to go the the washroom at night , etc ...
but it's seems to be alright at the end .. it wasnt that scary afterall .. thank god !! lols
then we girls proceed to buy bdae present for zongyi .. took us hours to so it man !! the guys were waiting for sum, shan and lying to makan while we choose the present .. so poor thing !! lols.. then after w 3 flowers went off .. mi and jixu go daiso to take a look .. I CANT FIND THE SNACK I LIKE !! sobsss !! but i've got a metal box instead .. =) tt's all for today .. mata !!

1wk post !!!

2009-06-07T21:16:00.004+08:00

hehheex .. was a little lazy ytd .. so i din update ..

hmmmx .. come to tink about it , i was wondering y i was so busy for the whole week ..

without posting , i've completely forgotten y i was busy on sun , mon and tues ..

i know i went out to celebrate jixu mama 21st BIRTHDAE !!! and i reached home at about 12+++ the first time i go sing songs for so long huhx ..

then thurs i was v v v busy doing the rehab hw .. took mi bout 3h++

then fri i went home str and wait for my fyp mates to tell mi wat tym to go to amk to my pump supplier .. but end up i was slping during the evening cos boon call and say tt it was cancelled ..

sat i went for 2 more extractions and shopping with jiejie !! jaslin wanna buy cotton on shorts for mi dex !! but dun have my size !!! so din;t buy !! SOBSSS !!

today , my tooth hurts a lit and i slack for the whole day ..

went to play badminton with jiejie and mama .. v fun ..

but i cant join my sis for a swim ...

painful weekend

2009-05-31T18:06:00.003+08:00

forgot to post some pics on fri !

lols !! this is my jixu mama !! jixu !! this time u llok younger already arx !! dun sae karen v bad worx !! hahaas !!

this is khairi with his new hairstyle !! bleach it !!1 gosh !! but his hair is really dry .. and i believe that its going to be really hard to maintain it !! lols !!

finally got a pic of huishan !! lols .. youngest in my class !! lols !! cute huhx !! weisum is in this picture too !! lols .. (macan lelaki huhx !! LOLa )
had 2 tooth extraction and 6bandings ytd !!

ouch !! painful painful painful !!!

went to have my banding done by dr vivian,

after she fitted in all 8 banding , she suddenly recall that i m going to have tooth extractions after this .. so , she took off 2bandings on the right as i do not need those banding after the extraction (banding were used to create space for braces) its a lit lit painful fitting those banding .. my gum bleed during the process..

then waited for about 1h+ , another dentist gave me some anaesthetic injections and asked me to go out and wait . (i tink its bcos sometime will be needed to allow the anaesthetic to work best ) so i went out to wait .. wait n wait n wait .. then some nurses and dentist went off .. was afraid that they have forgotten bout me cos only one room got lights on .. the rest all go home already !! gosh !! then my mum asked one of the nurse , the nurse laugh and reply , the person inside ask a lot of question !! thats why .. then my concerned mum ask , but the dentist have given my daughter the anaesthetic jab already .. what if the effect went off half-way though the process of extracting the tooth .. then the 'nurse " laugh and say .. that's y !! but dun worry , i've inform dr. watsoeva !!.. soon after that it was my turn .. the anaesthetic given to mi hours ago starts to fade off.. the dentist gave mi 4 more anaesthetic jab !! painful sia !! -.- , and this is how i have gotten my 2tooth extractions ..

bleed this much !! lols !! then i change the spare gauze given to me .. and it looks something liddat too !!

see that red lobang on the left ?? used to be one of my tooth !! and there a blue thingie on the right?? that the banding that causes mi to feel really uncomfortable !!

my gum was really pain today , but still , i did not lose my appetite !! just that i will experience a lot of pain though the process of eating !! lols ..

anw , i might not be updatin this week as its really packed !! might only arx .. lastest , i will start updating again nxt sat !! cya !!

MECH lecturers!!!

2009-05-29T22:40:00.006+08:00

leong
super bastard lecturer!! still feeling kinda angry .. first mech tutorial , he told us , the gals .. "please keep quiet , if u continue to make noise , i gonna split all the 5girls up" tt 1 i can accept cos indeed , we did talk a lit tt day ..
2nd lecture todae , i took out my earring today cause i have had got some infection atround that area , due to the fact that i did not bring any tissue , i asked for one from liying , then that idiot lec stared at me.he say something like this " can you put that away." idiot sia , i nothing to do arx , this is the first time i taking out my studs in his damn class due to the infection sia !!!stare wat stare.. -.- then he continued with some thing bad about us(the girls) i think .. then he say he gonna break up the girls !! super irritated by him !! we girls didn't do anything sia !! let mi tell u wat we do just before he say he gona break us up
huishan slping " he say 5girls , then he correct himself by saying one girl slping"
liying took out her tissue for me only
weisum only say one sentence " take out your earring, later ur ear rot"
me"took off my studs"
jixu"just came back from toilet !!
BEFORE WE DO THAT , WE WERE ALL PAYING ATTENTION , TAKING DOWN NOTES !!!
this lecturer is damn bias .. he hate girls a lot !! then guys talk he only say "guyss...."
look at the diff btw guys and girls .. -.-!!
tham
been caught taking pictures of girls in class last sem .. not saying anything more then that.

goh

i tink not bad arx .. kinda like his lesson , although i feel bad cause i dun seems to understand mech !!

chong

youngest and best of all !! pro and nice !! 5stars !! btw , he's my FYP supervisor.. hehexx

huishan was telling me , this is the first time i see u so angry about sth for so long sia

jon told me , dun be angry over this kind of lec

oliver " first time u use fu*k sia"

bout leong

huishan say" i duno , i was slping , but dun feel anything cause i buaysong him since 1st lec"

jixu"he menopause ar"

weisum"i so innocent sia , only say one sentence"

mi , i personally thinks that he dun have wife.. since he so anti-girls.and i dun feel like attding his lec.

conclusion " leong is a weird person "

29may

2009-05-29T22:23:00.004+08:00

ytd stayed back in sch to do fyp .. tired !!! reached home at bout 9 as i went to collect sth from amk for korkor.. heres some pics from ytd.

the girsl was really bored in class . so they did some clothes for xiaoming and domokun!! unfortunately, my batt went flat , so i din get to take the pics of those (anyway i was suppose to take this pic without jixu !! LOLS)

after class , someone gave me this !! really cute !! after that then i realise that this was done by fahmi .. the com pro in my class ..

i was really bored doing fyp , so i went into this webpage and started typing a lot of name , the winner of all percentage !! congrat to radz and jixu for being so uncompatible !! lols ..

lols !! din noe that mi n shan can be les ..

i tink i m the one who is most suited to be les .. lols

me and jixu doing cad .. so hardworking huhx !! hehex..

i oso duno when i took tis pic.. seems like its wasnt been taken by mi .. looks interesting so i posted it !! hahass .. yuker look so weird !!! lols.. (left to right-khairi, yuker, boontat)

weisum being caught plying game !! (i tink cos she finished her part already !!) lols

my hardworks after a few hours .. one of our fyp design .. gosh ,, and after i draw , weisum say looks like desktop .. those old old de desktop !! EMO sia .. but when i take a closer look at it , it really look like one !! lols..alright .. tt's all for ytd .. bye ~~

SPECIAL !! 2days post !!! LOLs

2009-05-27T22:52:00.002+08:00

hahas ..
sorry to active viewers ..
i was a lit lazy last nite to blog ..
thats y there isnt any new post ..
lols ..
hmmmxx ..
after lessons ytd , i'm suppose to go n help jixu mama with the autocad drawings , however , due to my laziness , i din helped her .. heheex ..
went for my jap lesson , then the lec wanted to start the quiz , then someone interupted her .. instead of starting the quiz , she started the lesson , whoose .. thank god ! as usual , her tough lessons starts and a lot of practice was been given to us .. soon , 2h passed and we're ready to go .. GOSH !!! the lec rmb bout the quiz and stop everyone from going !!!! i forgot bout everything i learn !!! i'm so dead .. once again .. i tink i gona fail the quiz .. next week , a real jap test will be given .. i beta start studying soon !!!
bout todae , it's kinda kind another boring day to update on ..
lols .. went shopping with weisum n huishan .. then went home to help jiejie ... (in which i cant believe !! i actually skip lessons and help my jiejie !! so proud of it man .. miracle !!) then while keeping note of the updates on gapbuster , i watch the korean version of meteor garden .. i'm addicted to it already i tink .. lols .. then walk my dog and slp abit and tada !! i'm back to bloggin again .. ( actually i wanted to skip blogging today too .. but jon msg mi " u nv update ur blog today arx " then i switch on my com to update dex .. lols .. )
end of the post !! lols !! off i go again .. =)oyasuminasai

first official day with a new fone

2009-05-25T17:20:00.003+08:00

Today is the first official day I’m using the new phone, starting from 12am... Feels good man... This is the first phone I buy with my own money!! Lolx... I told huishan what my brother and mother told mi ytd and that is
Bro: mummy!! Let’s bet how long her phone last without warranty. I guess 9months
Mum: huhs?? You guess 9months? I tell you less then 6months will spoil!! (I think ... cant really rmb what my mum say.
Then huishan gets the attention from weisum liying and jixu!! Upon understanding the situation, weisum say 3weeks (because new phone always got problem de)
-. - There goes my reputation on dealing my phones.
Here are some pictures that I promise to post after getting a new phone…

here's zy ... finally took a pic of him .. one of my fyp member !!
here's boontat !! my fyp grp leader ..

here's my jixu mama !! my fyp member too ..

and jon .. my most hardworking fyp member !!!

there's are scaffolds ! from tissue engineering dex !!

rapid prototyping de models .. cool ehhx .. made of plastics or powder from cad drawing worx

a program for rapid prototyping that i learn today .. to convert ct/mri scan to stl program to do the models from the previous pictures !!

1st official day without phone

2009-05-24T13:38:00.002+08:00

ytd , my bro's spare fone has officially announced dead.
was feeling very scared and sad at the same time
scared that my mum n my bro will kill me
sad as i wouldnt have a fone to use for the time being .
however , upon hearing that my fone is spoilt,
huishan helped me to contact jixu,
jixu offer to lend me her spare phone to use,
oliver tried to cheer me up ,
jon tried to tell me some ways that might be able to allow my fone to start again ,
mum nv scold me when she knows that i've spoilt my bro's phone
she helped to to tell my bro and my bro din scold me for that,
bro in law gave me an advance pay ,
2nd sis offered to give me pocket money in advance to buy new phone , and ask her friends if anyone noe where to go or how to cure the phone ,
alvin offer to lend mi his ( as he couldnt use cam phone in camp )
(when i replied i dun wan cos i always spoil the fone i using then he still say he dun mind )
then somehow , the first tear was found on my face .
my mum saw it and asked why , my siblings came in too .
i couldnt talk ..
upon see-in me , my eldest sis took out her wallet and gave mi 2months pocket money in advance and caused mi to be unable to control my tear gland / lacrimal gland .
therefore , i've decided to blog bout this and allow mi to rmb deeply in my heart .
thanks everyone...

sat in sch

2009-05-24T00:08:00.002+08:00

one word to descripe my day
misfortunate !!!
the moment i reach the lift lobby , i realise that my fone is spoilt ..
however , i tot that it temporary only , so din give much notice to it ..
then i saw my bus went pass mi once again ..
reach sch and realise that my fone is still not working and i cant contact jixu
wanted to wait for her at t15 as that one of the most common place to find me and i realise that there were ppl having camp , eating there.
wanted to walk off to other places to wait for her but i have nowhere in my mind that's a place where jixu will be able to find me , without me telling her , so i went to the open area outside the cafe to sign into msn to ask for help .. b4 i realize , there was a sudden pain on my feet and my little toe swell .. (now it alright already, jux some blue black found on my toe)asked boontat at first , cos huishan was busy .. but he din reply so i ended up asking huishan to help me ..
then jixu found me , like a lost kid being found by her mother.started to study and jon came to join us .. practiced 3set of csw business call situation and watched anime. then jixu and i went home .. waited for 25mins for my bus(i guess i missed my bus again) , it was packed and i could find a seat , on the next stop , a women beside me wanted to give way to a alightin passenger and accidentally steped on my injured toe (ouch!!) its painful .. then went back home , watch anime and here i m blogging

is friday considered as a weedend ??

2009-05-22T23:52:00.004+08:00

hmmmxx .. now that i've started bloggin , i've realise my life is full of boredom !!
life is as per usual everyday.
slp , wake up , wash up , go sch , slp , go lessons, break , more lessons , fyp , home and blog , watch tv . bathe again , then slp and start all over again .. the only slight diff is that i've went off with jixu to MS , (to jon , take note .. its square , not circle okies !!lols) , get the pump for my FYP tt costs 39.9bucks, headed to chintown , got some stuff and went back home , watched 3h worth of tv show and here i m blogging again !! tml will be another busy day for me.. hopefully , i'll be able to discipline myself and get myself to work to submit stuff on time ... thats all for today !! bye~~
now thats i'm done with this post , i realise that its already saturday huhs ...

半情歌

2009-05-21T23:28:00.003+08:00

花接受凋零
風接受追尋
心的傷還有一些不要緊
我接受你的決定

你將會被誰抱緊
唱什麼歌哄他開心
我想著天空什麼時候會放晴
地球不曾為誰停一停

你的明天有多快樂不是我的
我們的愛是唱一半的歌
時間把習慣換了
傷口癒合也
撤銷我再想你的資格

你的祝福一半甜的一半苦的
像我手中冷掉的可可
最最教人殘念的總是未完成的
我只能唱著一半的歌

我的明天快不快樂都是我的
我們的愛是唱一半的歌
時間把習慣換了
傷口癒合
也撤銷我再想你的資格
你的祝福一半甜的一半苦的
像我手中冷掉的可可
最最教人殘念的
總是未完成的另一半的歌

Flower accepts withering
Wind accepts searching
There are still some alright injuries in the heart
I accept your decision

Who will hold you tight
What song will you sing to make her happy
I wonder when the sky will turn sunny
Earth never stops for anyone
How happy you are tomorrow has nothing to do with me
Our love is a song half sung
Time changes the habit
Heals the wound
And cancels my qualification to think of you
Your blessing is half sweet, half bitter
Like the cold cocoa in my hand
The most, most regretful is always the unfinished
The song I could only sing half
Whether I'm happy tomorrow only concerns me
Our love is a song half sung
Time changes the habit
Heals the wound
And cancels my qualification to think of you
Your blessing is half sweet, half bitter
Like the cold cocoa in my hand
The most, most regretful is always the unfinished
Other half of the song

slpy thursday

2009-05-21T22:54:00.003+08:00

was feeling really slpy tis morning because i slpt late last nite ..
but i was really happy that i've finally contributed something to my fyp already
-i've done the timeline
-i've found some webies to the reason why the group of ppl might have problems with standing up
-i've found a inflator at a cheaper rate (though its of not much uses)

now that i try to type it out , i realise that i did really do a not of things huhs ..
as compared to weisum who stayed in school up till 9pm to complete her cad sketch as compared to huishan and liying who try very hard to come up with budgets
as compared to jixu who is going to do the cad drawing for my grp ,
as compared to jon the designer of the product of my project
as compared to zongyi who have done a lot of research
as compared to boon , my grp leader who handle all administrative work ,
WHAT HAVE I DONE FOR MY FYP ??????

gosh !!! now i really feel that i didn't really contribute to my fyp huhx ..
hopefully , there will be more things that i can contribute to .

nth much to update bout todae though ,
maybe theres one ,
tinfang is a BETTER driver then jon !!!!
lols (jon dun be sad arx)
tinfang's gang bring us , (DBEN4gals ) out to makan todae as we have got 2h break , and on top of that , tinfang drive a "lorry" to school !! so , we have got a free ride !!! went to somewhere (but i duno where ) to makan and back to school for OM classes .. discuss a bit on fyp and i headed home . somehow at orchard area , the bus captain step on the brakes out of a sudden and causes alot of ppl to fall while i was aslp on a seat(woken mi up as my knee hit against the front seat.. ouch!!) but the worse thing of all is that a kid actually fall and someone accidentally step on that kid !!! the kid was crying loudly and the bus captain panicked .. quickly , he parked the bus at the side of the road and tend the kid . fotunately , the kid did not get any serious injuries and the guardians weren't upset by the incident and therefore , the incident was settled down peacefully . and i back home alive !! that's all for todae i guess .. mata !!

BRAND NEW BREEZE

2009-05-21T22:48:00.001+08:00

hiragana
Ugoiteru toki no naka meguri aeta ne You&I
Afuredasu kono omoi kienai you ni atatamete
Kirameku mirai ni anata to futari de itai kara
Brand New Breeze kanjita koto nai this feeling
Just for you zutto nakusanai you ni
(It's never ever gonna end)
('Cause you're my real best friend)
(Baby, I can touch the sky with you)
Ureshii toki, kanashii toki mo mayowazu tonde yuku kara
Dakishimete uketomete egao wo misete hoshii no
Anata ga iru kara kyou mo ashita mo I can keep on going
Brand New Breeze ima hajimaru monogatari
Just for us zutto owaranai you ni...
(Baby, I just want you to know)
(That you make me feel so beautiful)
(And no matter what happens)
(I am never gonna let this go)
('Cause I know that we're meant to be)
(Together, forever)
Brand New Breeze ima hajimaru monogatari
Just for us zutto owaranai you ni...
(It's never ever gonna end)
('Cause you're my real best friend)
(Baby, I can touch the sky with you)
Brand New Breeze ima hajimaru monogatari
Just for us zutto owaranai you ni...

english translation
In this moving time, we met by chance, didn't we, you & I?
This overflowing feeling won't disappear because I'm keeping it warm
I want to be with you, in the shining future
Brand New Breeze, I've never felt it before, this feeling
Just for you, so I won't ever lose it
(It's never ever gonna end)
('Cause you're my real best friend)
(Baby, I can touch the sky with you)
In happy times, and sad times too, I'll fly to you without hesitation
I want to hold on to you, to catch you, and give you a smile
Because you are here, today and tomorrow, I can keep on going
Brand New Breeze, now the story begins
Just for us, I won't ever let it end
(Baby, I just want you to know)
(That you make me feel so beautiful)
(And no matter what happens)
(I am never gonna let this go)
('Cause I know that we're meant to be)
(Together, forever)
Brand New Breeze, now the story begins
Just for us, I won't ever let it end
(It's never ever gonna end)
('Cause you're my real best friend)
(Baby, I can touch the sky with you)
Brand New Breeze, now the story begins
Just for us, I won't ever let it end

WHEELCHAIRS !!

2009-05-20T22:25:00.002+08:00

lols !! sorry guys .. my blog almost went dead ..
had rehab lessons today , really fun !!
i enjoyed plying with those wheelchairs in the lab .. have taken 2vid. hopefully , i will be able to upload it tml .. hehexx.. then went for my gems class .. it was suppose to be a 2h lesson , but we ended in 1h time , so i went to the libraby with wilfred , went home to read though the dbds book that i've borrowed from jon . sry alvin and oliver korkor, somehow i've gt prob replying sms to u 2 .. hehexx .. gotta do fyp timeline now !! mata ne !!

2 days post

2009-05-19T16:16:00.003+08:00

ytd, my family members have gt a big fight among themselves , causing mi to be unable to switch on the computer to blog as i dun wanna get into trouble. i dun even dare to use my phone ytd night , it was really tense. hopefully today will be better . this time , i will not be publishing bout what happen ytd due to some sensitive issues .
so yea , let continue with today .
finally , i've gotten the password and the location of my rented locker (oops.. i mean ours .. shared among huishan weisum and jixu) however , it is really dirty so we decided to clean up and officially use it tml. but me , being lazy , i've thrown some of my note into the locker already.
went for my blood donation today .. felt really dizzy after that and tot that is was bcos i did not have breakfast and lunch b4 the donation .. however , the real reason to it is bcos of diahoera i think. went to the toilet and the healthy karen is back now!! but i'm still feeling a little weak , so i gonna rest when i get back !! will not be blogging again today .. sry .. bye ~~~

packed sunday

2009-05-17T20:31:00.005+08:00

woke up this morning , washed myself , and started off with RP lab report as i tot my grp members wouldnt be doing it due to the fact that they will be busy during the weekend.spent 2h on it it and continued with scaffold's lab report which took me about 30mins to do it . however the answers were really short as i couldn't find any info from the internet to add-on. talked to jon about it , he started doing and provided me with some of the answers he found. really appreciated .. thks. tried to revise on mech3 , but failed as i couldn't conc . went off9 and started to doze off .. woke up to have my dinner and here's my second attempt to revise on mech again. as u can see , i've failed to do so again as i'm blogging now ..lols .. gosh,i gonna do badly for mech this sem if i continue to do so !! anw, later gonna ply badminton with my sister and i do not have a pair of sports shoe !!! i guess i gotta play with my slippers instead . my poor feet !! jux came back from playing .. lols .. i was really bad .. my sister kept winning me !! sad .. my brother-in-law brought my dog for a walk and cme to see us play .. guess wat , my dog spoilt 3 shuttlecocks of mine by biting it !! really v sad !! so , a v nice sister of mine ask my brother in law to buy mi 10 !!! hahas . but dun tink he will buy though .. lols .. hehex .. thats all for today ..mata ne ..

2nd weekend off

2009-05-16T23:19:00.005+08:00

i've promised jon that if today i were to wake up early , i reach lib at 12nn to meet him and start of our fyp research earlier .
however , due to the fact that i was lazy , i woke up at 8am but lie on my bed till 10.13am when jon msg me.see, this is how lazy karen could be !! then slowly eat my breakfast and grag my feet out of the house.
we, a grp of 6people, meet up at 2pm and walked to the libraby together as some of us did not know how to get there ,(and that includes me)then we went to a a place where it is really quiet. jon start to talk and told us that its okay to talk there. as a result , we started our discussion. shortly , a librabian headed towards us and asked " sorry , are u guys holding a discussion ? if yes could you please proceed to L5 instead as we dun allow discussion here . you will be disturbing the others" so , we left there , looking for another place to discuss.
then we realise , we can actually sit outside the national libraby and discuss , and so , we did.
after a while , we set off to marina square to have our dinner , and i saw my sister there. we slightly kicked each other a little and off i go looking for a place to eat . my group members and i took a really long time to decide where we are going to eat. this is when zongyi said " you see. eating also need to take so long to decide already . no wonder our fyp still cannot set on a main product to deal on".
oh well , this i agree with zongyi , it's true. =)
after eating , we walked around marina square and decided to walk to clarke quay. passed by explanade and took some pictures along the way. and we've gotten ourselves lost !! "oh no !! how are we suppose to walk to clarke quay now " i thought. then jon tot us to try the road ahead and we continued. walked all the way to rafles place and we decided to sit along a passage way as no one is there. here comes a security and informed us ,"i'm sorry , but no sitting here". and this is how we got chased out for the second time today.
then we decided to go home as its already 10pm and we were exhausted.4 of us have decided to take red line back , and that consisted o jixu, jon , zongyi and me. so we have decided to drag boontat and xueyong along as they can take both , either red line or green line back . however , by taking red line with us , the time taken for them to reach home will be doubles, so , they refised to go with us . so me , being mysel try to drag them physically to take red line with us , however i've fail to so as i've lost to boontat mentally. the rest of us took the train together and then , i alight to take bus home . upon reaching home , i took a long bathe and here i am , blogging again. thats all folks !! mata ne !!

notice board :
1) please tag after reading !! cause karen really love being tagged !!
2) who helped me to take my laptop today (xue yong and jon ) thanks
3) oliver korkor have fun at ubin today ?
4) siravit ..catch my updates here !! (lols .. that y i have blog ehhx .)

k - only human

2009-05-16T00:25:00.001+08:00

Kanashimi no mukou kishi ni
Hohoemi ga aru toiu yo
Kanashimi no mukou kishi ni
Hohoemi ga aru to iu yo
Tadori tsuku sono saki ni wa
Nani ga bokura wo matteru?
Nigeru tame ja naku yume ou tame ni
Tabi ni deta hazusa tooi natsu no ano hi
Ashita sae mieta nara tame iki mo nai kedo
Nagare ni sakarau fune no you ni
Ima wa mae he susume
Kurushimi no tsukita basho ni
Shiawase ga matsu toiu yo
Boku wa mada sagashite iru
Kisetsu hazure no himawari
Kobushi nigirishime asahi wo mateba
Akai tsume ato ni namida kirari ochiru
Kodoku ni mo nareta nara
Tsuki akari tayori ni
Hane naki tsubasa de tobi tatou
Motto mae he susume
Amagumo ga kireta nara
Nureta michi kagayaku
Yami dake ga oshiete kureru
Tsuyoi tsuyoi hikari
Tsuyoku mae he susume

Only Human (In English) lyrics by K
On the opposite coast of sadness
is something called a smile
On the opposite coast of sadness
is something called a smile
But before we can go there,
is there something we're waiting for?
In order to chase our dreams,
we can't have a reason to run away
We've got to go, to that far away summer's day
If we find it tomorrow, we can't sigh
Because like a boat that opposes the stream
we have to walk straight on
In a place worn down by sadness
something called a miracle, is waiting
Yet we are still searching
for the sunflower that grows at the end of spring
The warrior who awaits the morning light
before he can clasp it with red nails,
his tears glitter and fall
Even if we've grown used to loneliness
only relying on the light of the moon
We have to fly away with featherless wing
just go foward, just a little further
As the rainclouds break
the wet streets sparkling
Although it brings only darkness
A powerful, powerful light
helps push us to walk on

friday, a day to welcome our weekends !!

2009-05-15T23:22:00.003+08:00

i really like the kinder bueno .. thanks radzif !!! hmmmx ... i've taken a few pictures of today's activities . however , i'm sorry to inform to you that i have not received any pictures from jixu mummy .. so , i'll just type a usual post todae then.
once again , i've overslept on the bus today . quickly alight from the bus when i woke up at clementi. as usual , the bus stop was packed with people and i've got a hard time squeezing through to get onto bus106 when it arrived. brought mr bean pancake as i was really hungry and went to my usual spot at t15. had my lesson and "tada" i'm off for my weekends. however , there's still something that kept me in school till 5pm . it's the seminar talk on linear motion conducted by the company THK . a group of japanese started off by showcasing their products and explained why people would choose to purchase their products instead of the others. the fact that our fyp idea might be using actuators (in which they provide) , we made our way down to clear our doubts on their product after they finish presentating. one of my question was "how much will it cost" , and his answer was , " it depends on the situation , however , the range will be btw 1.5k ~ 3k" upon hearing that , i was thinking," we should give up on purchasing their products for our fyp as its too expensive for a actuator.another company is selling us , the actuator and its relevant motor and battery for less then 1k , and thk is selling us at more than 1.5k for the actuator ONLY , therefore we shouldn't buy from thk."
however , i must comment on their good attitude to "potential "clients .. just by posting a few question , lots of explanation ,a huge catalog , a CD-rom, a brochure was given to us for FREE !!! good ehx. on top of that , even though they are japanese , but they can speak in english without any problem !! ENVIOUS !!!
went back home and finished watching naruto shippuden and bleach anime episodes that i've be refraining myself from watching for months, continued with "the school daze" then babysit my neighbours kids for a while and here i m blogging again .

here comes karen's self announcement board :

1 : i've scored 91% on someone's "how well you know me "quiz. guess who .. (shany yeo)

2 : jordan.. i'm sry for not bringing the cprog note for you today . i totally forgotten about it . hope u have a nice weekend in school ..
3 : sorry wilfred .. i really intending to mia this holiday. so cant acc u to msia .. we'll see bout it nxt tym kies.
4 : sorry to my fyp members .. i was babysitting kids , as a result , i did not o the prototype ..
5 : sorry alvin .. but i duno why i'm saying . so just , sorry .. (hehex)
6 : why karen need to say sorry so many times?? ( cause karen always do wrong thing T^T)
7 : who karen feel lyk slapping today ?? ( mr a , cause he is really noisy during mech lec !!)
thats all for todae .. mata ne

pictures

2009-05-15T13:26:00.005+08:00

some pics fm wed that i stole from jixu's blog .. dr. chong being caught in action !! lols

first picture of jixu blog !! btw thats my feet !! LOLS .. but jixu , y feet , not face ??

COMPO !!.

2009-05-15T12:58:00.001+08:00

"with only two days left, we may fail this module if we don;t work harder",exclaimed emma.
having had just started on our project, which was to create a physical model of a wheelchair, we niided to fully utilize our two remaining days. with the stress of half the module's weithage upon us, focus was key.
my group of three consisted oif candy,tom and i. having delegated our duties according to our strengths, candy and tom were put to task with the drawing and designs. i was in charge of the physical model itself.
as fate would have it though, an abrupt phone call disrupted us whilst in the midst of discussion.
"hello.yas,i understand.be there soon",said tom.
the shock on tom's face was painfully obvious and as a result the whole room had gone so quiet you could hear a pin drop.he sat wide eyed and hung up his phone slowly.tears started streaming down his cheeks.
"the hospital called.mummy got caught in a car accident.she's in the intensive care unit(icu)now", he muttered.we scurried to the hospital. tom shed many a tear upon seeing his mother and started praying.upon seeing that he needed some time with his family members, we decided to leave him alone and finish the project by ourselves. however , we couldn;t figure out the designs left by tom. with less than two days left, how were we to complete the project?
a wave of disappointment swept over us as hopes that our form teacher would give us an extension on the dateline given the stat of affairs were dashed when she steadfastly refused. we still had to finish the project on time.
"what should we do? i cannot remember what tom said about the designs.how?"said i.
making sense of the designs was not easy. three hours flew by. nothing.candy stared at the designs with the ferocity of the tropical storm. suddenly, she looked up and asked if we should just forget tom's undecipherable designs.
"but there is not much time left for us to re-do everything!"iargued.
"alas, we have no other choice," she answered.we pulled an all-nighter researching wheelchair deisguns and rushed to the workshop first thing in the morning.acndy was to find materials and draw outlines while i got down to sutting the parts out. we were running on high and there were times when i almost cut my hand.it was difficuit especially since some of the board pieces were so large.
by the time we were done cutting out all the parts, it was already afternoon. there wasn't much time left.candy did the powerpoint slides while i glued the parts together. it started to get late so i decided to bring the model home to complete it.
the next day, our teacher checked the physical model with the smile on her face and said we did well. we broke into impish grins as we glanced to each other.
this experience had taught mi that we shouldn't be doing last minute work.besides that,i've learnt that we can achieve anything if we try our best. even the impossible.

DONE BY : jixu
EDITED BY : radzif ~!

a not so bored thursdae !

2009-05-15T00:03:00.003+08:00

went for biofluids and rehab lecture today , nothing more to talk about it as i still dun understand anything about those 2modules .
only had 2h lesson today , from 8-10am as the other lessons were cancelled .huishan was absent because she had overslpt i think .
after the 2hours lec , weisum , jixu and me decided to go to yishun to get our money order done for the locker rental in sp. then we ate 'yong taufu' together . went for a bit of shopping b4 we bid goodbye to each other .
due to the fact that i'm a street idiot , weisum have decided to accompany me to take bus 853 home . thanks weisum!!
after i reach home , i realise that my sister was sleeping on 'my bed' therefore , i was left to sleep on the sofa instead . then i woke up , watched anime while eating my dinner , proceed to the living room and watch "my school daze" continued will writing my csw business email reply , read some emails and "tada!!" here writing a new post.another boring dae have past !!

here's some sort of announcements :
1) i'm sorry ,but, karen's wkends during may is filled with plans already . so most probably , karen will not be able to go out with new requests . (LOLs.. its some really boring plans.. trust mi)

2) karen really didn't know oliver korkor's english is so good such that he have archieved A1 for his english. (gosh !! yet his sister is ao terrible in english)

3) huishan, i'm sorry !! i've really mixed up my cashier ID and my locker number already . sorry for the wrong information given !!

4) radzif ate the kinder bueno that he's suppose to give it to karen today !!(but he promise to give karen kinder bueno tml )

5) guess who is the kind soul who wake lazy karen up this morning (ans : wei sum )

6)karen is really broke !! so, i can only watch one movie !! most probably i'll be watching night at the museum2 with DBEN gals as weisum said that we have came to a agreement bout this last holiday.

7)three girls at yishun shopping mall's arcade standing in front of a candy machine for more then 15mins(i tink) lookin at people grabbin candies to earn rewards. guess who ?? (karen weisum and jixu)did u got it right ?? hahass ..
alright .. thats all for todae .. mata ne .

BORED !!!

2009-05-13T22:06:00.003+08:00

went to t15 at 7am today and had a really nice nap there , as i slpt for only less then 3h ytd. woke up again at 7.59am and rushed to t1834 for my first lesson.we have been asked to write another business email again . it was really harsh on me as i cant write well .i really hope that i would be able to get rid of this language module as soon as possible . next , we went for our rehab practical , in which mr ronny tham's attempts to "boot-lick" us had really disgusted me.
After 30minutes of "lecture" , finally we were released for our lunch break. we , the DBEN gals went to fc6 to have our lunch . i ate "yong tau fu" and a strawberry choc chip donut today . the donut is really tasty !! after that, we headed to the libraby to play monopoly with the DBEN guys. oops! time passes really fast when we are having fun .it's 1pm !!time to go for GEMs lesson !! after attending a few lesson , today , i'm most proud to say that "I DID NOT SLEEP DURING GEMs LESSON TODAY !!!" i really forced myself to concentrate during gems lesson today as i felt guilty towards the lec for slpin in class during the previous lessons . i'm sorry , i'll try to be more determined and refrain myself from sleeping in class . i tag along to some places with the girls and went home.
walked my dog , watched anime and here i am trying to post another boring entry today.wait , there's more to read for this post !! guess who i see today , oliver korkor and mok !! i really never expect to see oliver as he have already graduated from sp , neither did i expect myself to see mok as ( i duno , i wonder ) ... but see-in mok could be a good thing (as he takes the same bus home as me) or a bad thing ( as his place is only 3 bus stop away from dover mrt).

here's some questions ..

question 1 )
karen did bring along her gems' notes to school today ,
but why she did not have the notes for her lesson ?
this is because karen headed for her gems lesson without her file !! ( her file was been left at the libraby !! )

question 2 )
should karen watch ANGELS AND DEMONS , night at the museum2 or monstersVSaliens ??
this , i really duno ..

LONG LONG TUES

2009-05-12T22:05:00.004+08:00

the fact that i've got to stay in sch from 8am in the morning till 7.30pm in the evening makes tuesday a long day for me to go though ..
however , time seems to pass very fast today. same as any other tuesday, i wake up at 5.30am , set off at 5.45am , took the 2nd bus at 5.53am , reach school at 6.57am slp at t15 study area till 7.55am reach the classroom and started my lessons .. (man , tis is wat i do when my lessons starts at 8am )
first lesson : biofluids
i seriously don't understand what i'm doing ..
optics : not bad .. we ended with 30mins although it's suppose to be a 2h lesson.
so we ended up having 3.5h break ..
we went to fc4 to have our blunch.
while eating , we, the DBEN flowers were happily chit chatting when suddenly , our ms shany have got the urge to gossip .. *lols* so she looked at me and said "karen karen , share your latest news lehx" then me being me , not wanting to gossip bout myself , in order to stop the gossip from proceeding , i've tried to start a new topic . *omg , shany gona kill mi* then shany replied " oi , koh mei shan .. you think i stupid ar . dun try to change topic leh " then somehow we proceed into chatting something about weisum . *shany seriously gona kill mi!!* then suddenly weisum turn to shany and say " you're indeed stupid !!" then shany bursted into laughter . since i'm karen , a person whose frequency is slightly lower then the others in the group , i paused and think deeply about shany's reaction . then "ting" , i realise " shany , u got side tracked !!! no wonder weisum say you stupid "
so the conclusion is " shany got side tracked easily and win the title of being stupid !!!"
alrite , after this liying left , and the remainin 4 DBEN flowers set off to com lab to play games .then we have had our rehab lessons after the break ..i seriously seriously totally have no idea what i'm learning , so , i kinda day-drm a lit during the lec . then after that was OM lessons, another lesson which i duno y i'm taking ,somehow , weisum n i self entertain ourselves by teasing boontat and i guess i did haf my bit of fun today. then after lessons , kind jixu n weisum acc mi n w.y.k. to com lab and wait for my jap lesson to start. JAP LESSON !!! this is seriously bad !! i've failed my first jap test , 4/10 marks !! mami sensei kept asking qns during the lesson make me nervous all the time . but i guess i get to learn more during her lessons though . oh ya , i got to know a new friend today .
huimin san , hajimemashite.watashi wa meishan desu.douzo yorushiku.
2lucky things to share todae
number 1 : once again , karen's bus came b4 gilbert n w.y.k. !! LUCKY
number 2 : when i reach home , i was really hungry , when i was about to dig for something to eat , my brother came and said that he was hungry , so he cook noodles for me too !! LUCKY !! i dun nid to eat junk food already . thanks korkor , apreciated ~~ yup yup , thats all for todae ..
hey !! w.y.k. i did not use a lot of XXX in this post already , i've tried to use proper english too , but it's still seems to be very singlish like !! and most imptly , i dun seems to express my feeling properly !!! i guess i gona get sick of these pose soon and post my XXXxxxXX lols back soon !! alrite , tt's all i gotta sae today . mata ne

mondae ... BLUES ??

2009-05-11T20:22:00.003+08:00

ATTD TO ALL SP STUDENTS : PLS BRING ALONG UR THERMOMETER TML !!
ATTD TO DBEN/3B/21 STU : PLS RMB TO PRINT OUT UR OPTICS NOTES !!
ATTD TO FYP MEMBERS : PLS RMB TO DO E RESEARCH N PASS IT TO MII BY THURS
ATTD TO KAREN : PLS START REVISING B4 U REGRET !!!

see , life is difficuit as a student .. lols ..
hmmmx .. had 2 rapid prototyping pract .. v fun , finally we haf been expose to the real scaffolds !! lols .. second part of rapid prototyping , we gt to prints out a 3D ear prototype !!! lols .. actually tt ear prototype have been given to us .. but then dr. N accidentally broke it .. lols .. evil mii squeeze it into dust after tt ... lols .. then tt kind lab tech gave us another ear prototype .. but then we gt it lost without even taking a foto of it !!! lols .. so .. no fotos todae .. lols
next mech3 lec then fyp discussion with fellow supervisor .. lols .. hmmmx .. this week's schedule will be a bit rush cos we gotta finalize a lot of stuff ... hopefully i can survive though ehhhxxx ... lols .. tired tired !!! karen is on HOLIDAE MOOD !! i still dun feel lyk studying !!! OMG !!! anyone gonna save mii from being so lazy ??? lols .. off i go again !!! wait .. more things to add on .. thks weisum for tying my hair for mii todae and i'm going to watch MY SCHOOL DAZE in a couple of minutes tym !!! yeahhhh !!!! mata ...

MOTHER'S DAY

2009-05-10T23:30:00.002+08:00

as the title suggested , todae is specially reserved for my mama ..
lols .. but we din do much though ..
i was doing homework in the morning ,
watching tv in the afternoon ,
then nap a while till evening ,
wake up go makan CRAB !!!
lols ..
da jie korkor n erjie suggested some places to makan crab
so since korkor driving , he bring us to the one he intro ..
they are serving via set meals only !!! each set meals cost bout 600bucks !!! with no CRAB !!! zzz
so we go to the place where jiejie intro .. lols both nid to wait for 1h and above .. so we went to the bigger one , thinking tt it miht be faster !! GG sia .. oso nid to wait v long .. worse of all , they ask us to take order first so tt when we've gt a table , we can start eating soon , after we sit down , they came n sae , " sry , the small crabs ran out of stock , would u mind purchasin the medium one instead ?" then , " sry , the fish u wan out of stock , can upsize it ?" then " sry , the chicken u wan out of stock , can change it ?" ZZZZ worse of all .. sry our eggs ran out of stock !!!!! Zz really bad sia .. but then , we did enjoy eating though , the food there quite nice , on top of tt , being e youngest in the family , i'm kinda spoilt and duno how to dig out the meat from the crabb , so i got special service from my jiejie n mama !! heheheexx .. thks arxx .. love u all .. eat until v v v full .. so sinful !! lols .. then i reach home , bad news !! haven complete lab report !! so off i go n complete it now .. mata ne !1

to MAMAs and CASSIE !!

2009-05-10T00:42:00.002+08:00

to MAMAs
Mummy I Love You
I Love You Mother
You are so special and kind
And I love you so
You helped to build my mind
And I want you to know.
The thought of you by me
Just makes me smile.
We are so close
Forever and not just a while.
I appreciate you mother
And I love all your style.
to CASSIE
Happy birthday,
you’re not getting old,
Stay in the game,
it’s not time to fold.
Wrinkles and grey hair,
are just a new look,
Countless experiences, y
ou should write in a book.
A birthday is seldom,
a serious occasion,
Try not to take it,
like the d-day invasion.
Laughter and jokes are within sight,
Stock up on both,
all through the night.

first non-working saturdae !!!

2009-05-09T20:28:00.004+08:00

hmmmx .. life is simple todae ..
i wake up , msg korkor that i'm nt going out with him , go slp , wake up walk my dog n started blogging ..
my initial plans :
do mech3 hw : not done
pack up e junks in my hse : not done
do JAP hw : not done
do csw hw : NOT DONE !!

Sometimes I sit and stare
I think and hope that life would be fair
Nobody seems to get it
They just have no clue
That I can be a friend that is really true
Everybody whispers
All the laughs, the jokes, nobody cares
The way they all make fun of my frizzy red hair
If only life could be easyI wish that life could be fun
I wish I didn't have to run and hide

where you are
I am a poem
Words meaning so much
Mouth trying to speak them
Sweetly forced to a hush
I am words
Writing down life
Now erasing it slowly
I'm giving up this fight.

slack fridae

2009-05-08T22:29:00.004+08:00

hmmmx .. todae haf got norm lesson ..
oh ya .. more updates bout my mech3 tutorial lec ... OMG !!
super boring ..
1st wk teach i mcq took him 1h , tis wk took 2h to solve 2 part of the qn ... tink he quite good .. but i cant pay ATTD !!! omg .. then i tink i kinda scared of him cos he seem to haf got the same type of eyes tt my dad has .. ( for those who duno , i'm kinda scare of my dad de)
GOSH !! tt really makes mi dun dare to tok to him sia .. i really hesitant a lot when i wanna ask him qn ..
reach hm at bout 9 to watch my school daze .. hmms , not bad i tink .. rating : 3.5/5 lols ..
then went out with oliver korkor .. he gave mii presents !! food n a "shell concert" which i mistake it as "hell concert" cos i din c the "s" in front .. lols .. then i pangseh oliver korkor to join the gals .. lols .. sry korkor .. i'll make up another dae kies .. , anw , thks for treating mii lunch n movie todae .. heheex .. yeah !!! LOLS .. guess wat sum sum buy for her mama for mama dae ?? she brought a car car for her mama !!! lols .. i seriously suspect tt she going to ply it herself !! lols .. but then she sae her mama's character is lyk mii .. wonder if its true sia .. "sum , fyi , i dun really ply motor car de worx !! lols .. then went hm wif hs , chat a bit .. go srg bkstore c c look look then go hm le .. hehehex .. tml is my first wkend off .. i dun nid to work or study for test on wkend for the first tym after such a long tym !! lols .. hehehexx .. really look forward to it !! wish mi lucks guys .. heheexx ..
but then a bit emo cos lately my family members lyk keep finding mi a nuisance at home .. cause i'm no longer working le .. sianxx ..
next : cassie , dun push urself too much , when its tym to rest , rest well .. lastly : joel , slow down a lit pls !!! i will feel v stressful when i cant catch up !! thkx !!!

WHICH BAG SHD I BUY ???

2009-05-07T22:36:00.003+08:00

1. 2.

PLEASE GIVE MI SOME COMMENTS !!!

SENSITIVE THURSDAE

2009-05-07T19:16:00.004+08:00

i'm feeling weird now.
i duno wat i'm doing
i duno whelther i'm right
i'm lost in my life
i've lose my directions
i've changed ..
todae i wake up at 8.10am .. lucky sum sum wake mi up ..
thks sum .. appreciated ...
hmmmx ..
todae's lesson , i totally dun understand sia ... lols
guess i gotta work v hard v hard le !!!
oliver korkor .. otw bak to s'pore le ritex..
rest well worxx..
oh ya .. i've decided ..
fri , sat and sun , i will only go out and haf fun only on one of those dae everywkk ..
meaning if i go out on fri , then i'll stay at hm on sat n sun .. hehehex .. then i'll be able to pack my stuff , be more organized and oso rest MORE !!! lols .. so guys , dun be sad when i cant go out with u all ehhx ..
heheex .. hmmmxx .. jixu mama .. sry ehhhx .. todae let u do pro-e drawing alone todae .. so sry .. i will try hard to help out nxt tym ehhhxx ..
then then , hmmmxx , summ , haf fun tml !!! hehheexx ..
guess tt's all for todae .. blog more tml baxx .. mama gonna scold mii le .. cos i nv study after i quit my job .. =( T.T

wed pepper lunch dae !!!

2009-05-06T22:22:00.002+08:00

tis morning i v sway again .. my mama wake mi up at 5.30 to remind mi to bring umbrella cos its raining outside .. after i've washed up myself , my mama called and said tt it's no longer raining anymore!! i was so happy as i would haf 1 lesser item to bring to sch !!! lols .. so , i set off 2 e bus stop (for those hu duno , btw my hse to e bus stop , ther only one portion wher it is nt shelthered ... tt's when i gotta cross e road .. ) jux when i was about to walk towards the waiting area near the traffic light .. it started raining heavily !!!!!! so sway !! so cold !!! ZZZZ .. seriously arx , tink i'm kinda unlucky this few daes .. EMO sia !!!!
next , OMG !!!! i'm so close into see-in zongyi's "target" sia !!! lols .. i wonder which gal caught zongyi's attention sia !! lols .. ahh boon told zy tt e gal was at the mrt station , then w/o second tots we went ther str away to 'look for her' .. but missed her .. =( .. jux a lit more !!!!!! lols ..
then mi , huishan , weisum , jixu , yuker and zy went jurong pt to makan pepper lunch , after tt we shop a lit .. lols .. while passing those shops , i suddenly tot of some stupid qn to ask :
number 1 : (to ask yuker n zongyi)
if ur galfriend wanna u to buy her undergarments , and u've got 2 choice :
a)go into a shop ( eg . E2 , minoshe ....) with a grp of guys to discuss wat buy or
b)ask a friend to help u buy instead . which would u choose ? BUT THEY SAID DUNO N DIN ANS MI !!! SOBX !!!!!

number 2 : (to ask huishan weisum n jixu)
wats kind of drm scenario u have bout having a guy u lyk to ask you to be his girlfriend ??
one of their ans is : i hope that they would jux hold my hand and let things run smoothly .. LOLS !!! quite true n realistic ehxx ??? lols .. wanna guess hu sae dex ??? hehehex ..

number 3 : (to ask zongyi and yuker )
how would u convey ur feeling to a gal u lyk ??
ONCE AGAIN , I DIN GET A ANS FROM THEM !!! EMO LE LAX !!!

lol .. then we shop shop for a while more , huishan weisum n i nid to go bak to sch for gems le .. so we went bak , i was so tired and slpt twice during gems class todae !! lols , tt lec wake mi up twice , so paiseh !!! hahahas ..

one special highlights todae : please dun use disposable chopsticks !!! it wasn't as clean as how u tot it was !!!

hmmmx .. lastly oliver korkor 8th dae u're away .. hmmx , last nite in taiwan ritex .. manage to squeeze everything into ur luggage already ??? LOLS ...

alrite tt's all for todae ... haf fun !!! lols ..

LONG tuesday !!

2009-05-05T22:08:00.003+08:00

MISFORTUNE !!!
todae , my mama anxiously wake mi up at 5am , tinking tt it was 6am ..
then after i wake up , she realise tt it's 5am , and told mii tt , so i went back to slp tinking tt she will wake mii up at 5.30am as usual .. but then , SHE DIN !!! so , i din wake up on tym !!! omg !!!
then 5.57am , alvin sms mii , i was awoken by the ringtone ... OMFG !!!! it's 5.57am !!! i ran to e washroom , brush my teeth wash my face change clothes n i'm out of my hse at 6.01am !!! ran to the bus stop n i saw my bus , it went off without miii !!!! omg !! emo sia ... then while waiting for the nxt bus , i reply alvin n told him wat happen .. then he laugh at mi .. -.- then tok tok tok .. until CJC i cannot take it , i told him to let mii slpp on the bus .. then he sae , dun overslpt worx .. after 2yr taking bus to sp , the number of tym tt i missed the bus stop at dover mrt is lyk less then 3tyms lax .. sway sway , todae i missed my stop n alight at clementi ... ZZZ .. suppose to mit jordan in the morning to pass him bottle dex .. end up i reach sch later then him .. lols ..
then after that sum sum call mii !!! i tink she was worried tt a road idiot lyk mi might be lost if she dun lead mi to the first classroom .. cos its ard w1415 i tink ..
lucky got sum sum sia .. if not i cfm will be lost dex !!! lols !! love sum sum v v v much !!! lols ...
then we had our prac then optics then break ( i finally had subway in sch ) the rehab then OM !! lols then after om , i'm suppose to wait 1.5h for my jap lec to start .. my beloved huishan acc mi for bout 1h and extremely beloved jixu mama acc mi until i go !!! lols ... sian .. todaes jap v diff oso .. i'm so dead !!!!! lols .. anw , if huishan send mi the pics we took during optics then i'll upload and tok bout it more .. =) oh ya .. 2 more things to add on ..
number 1 : yessha , todae my bus came first again !!! lols yuker gilbert , whose bus came after mine ?? lols ...
number 2 : oliver korkor 7th dae u're away ... out of taipei already ehxx .. lols .. i duno what to ask u liao !! hahaha .. anw ,tt's all ... mata ne !!!

MONDAY BLUES !!!

2009-05-04T21:21:00.012+08:00

first obstacles of the dae : i duno which classroom to go to tis morning !!! lols .. then i call sum sum .. then acc her to com lab to print hw to go class together .. lols ..

first lesson : sth lyk tissue engin .. by mr foo !! one of my fav lec cos his drawings v v v cute !! i'll take a foto of it after i change my fone !! lols ..

second lesson : rapid prototyping .. omg !! he used to be my CD lec ... lols .. so boring .. so i self entertain .. although i feel a bit gui;ty towards him .. but i jux cant conc .. sry lec neo .. i try to pay attention nxt wk .. lols .. lets c wat some of my classmates did in his class ..

btw , he is my fyp grp leader .. mr ah dai... boont tat aka shawn

this is chen tinfang and alex from the left ..

hmmx .. tinfang is someone whom i tink is v hardworking ..

and alex choh !!! OMG !! cfm plus chop he is v hardworking !! a person whose gpa results i wouldnt wan to noe cos it will make mii emo !! lols..

there some pics of the gals .. but bcos we wanna hide the 'cam addicts' personality , we went to the 'washroom' to take these pics !! lols there u go ..

this is huishan , liying , mii and sum from the left !! lols

this is liying , jixu , mi n sum's shoe from the left ..

hmmmx .. a bit lag .. lazy to upload e rest .. so tt's all for 2dae ..

oh oh oh ya !! i almost forgotten !! CASSIE jiayou !! lols .. be a man n do the right thing !! lols

one more ting one more thing !!! lols

oliver korkor 6th dae u're away !!! lols .. tried e bungee jump already ???

homeworksssssssss !!

2009-05-04T20:32:00.003+08:00

so many tings to do todae !!
lab report !! which i'm suppose to complete ytd .. but i din cos i lazy !! sry khairii
calculations for fyp .. jon , i'll send on wed ..
jap hw !! dued tml !!
jap revision !! in case mami sensei ask a lot of qn !! so ps if duno !!
omg omg omg !!! lols .. anw , i'll update more when i received the pic from e dben flowers !! mata ne ...

LAST DAY OF WORK !!

2009-05-03T23:36:00.002+08:00

lols .. todae is my last dae of work ..
then they brought mi a mintmark necklace and irene's handphone acc .. v cute de worx .. but i couldn't take a pic of it .. sry ..
hmmx .. quite fun ..
except for 2 extremely fussy customer who irritates mi a lot .. todae would have been a smooth dae for mii !! lols !! tml i will update more bout tt 2AUNTIE if i still rmb !! lols ..
then then next will be ..
oliver korkor : 5th dae u're away ehhx .. lols .. dun sms mi .. v ex !! tag mi will do .. got buy things for miii ?? lols ...
ooops !! oh no !! i've forgotten to do my lap report !!! lols !! gtg .. bb .. update more tml .. =)

2nd LAST OF OF WORK !!!

2009-05-02T23:06:00.003+08:00

todae i went in and out of my hse 3tyms cos i kept forgetin to bring my stuff
1st tym : i went bak home to get my fone
2nd tym : i went bak hm to get my socks
3rd tym : i went bak hm to get my locker keys
then when i was about to cross the road to e bus stop , i saw my bus went pass in front of mi !! so sway !!as a result , i rush to my work place , change my clothes and was late for 1min .. jux 1MIN u noe !!! lols ..
then then when i reach my workplace , i look at the break tym scheduled ..
SIAN !!! no1 eating with mi sia .. gotta eat alone .. sobxx
then then i ask sum sum whelther she got work .. hehex .. n a found a makan partner ...during teabreak , i saw hs !! n i found another makan partner .. yeah !! lucky !! i can eat with my dben flowers sia ... lols .. YESHA !! love them love them sia ..
but so sad .. sum tml morning shift .. shan tml off .. so sad .. lols ...
lols !! oliver korkor 4th dae u're away .. got visit my blog ?? lols
huishan's fone .. icthy icthy sia !! i wan i wan !!! how ??? i'm so broke now .. lols ..
haix .. alrite .. gtg now .. gotta prepare farewell gifts for my colleages le .. mata ne !! hehehex

late greetings !! HAPPY LABOUR DAE!!

2009-05-01T21:08:00.004+08:00

hi everyone ..
seen my previous post ??
mike n alvin really look alike ehhx .. lols ..
once again , special thks to miss wong n radz huhx .. lols
next ..
my initial plans for todae was to do fyp , pack the mess in my room ..
but ending : i went to m'sia with mama , brought 100++ ringit worth of chocs ...watch the drama "fated to love you" n blog !! lols..
i tink i'm losing control of myself man ..
gosh ..
anyone wanna come n help karen ???
lols..
oliver korkor .. 3rd dae u're away huhx ?? watcha doing now ?? lols ..
hmmmx ..
tml n sun i gotta work sia .. lets hope tt i wouldnt fall aslp in class on mon .. hehehex ..
i love huishan's fone !!! sld i buy ?? gosh !! i feel lyk buyin sia .. huishan .. do u mind ???
tt's itfor todae guys .. not much fun stuff to share with u peeps .. sry huhx .. mata ne ..

SMILE

2009-05-01T00:11:00.002+08:00

Happiness does become you
Your smile,
it lights the world
A precious gift to those around you
Happiness is a child.
Nurture her
Take care of her
Nourish her with your love.
Keep her safe
Hold her close to you
Happiness is a dove.
Let him fly,
let him be free
To soar the heavens wide
To spread the peace and happiness
Your heart knows deep inside.

By Pauline Oliver

to everyone (esp ganlaner )
pls do smile more often ,
forget bout ur troubles ,
=)

happy thursdae !!!

2009-04-30T22:46:00.012+08:00

lols..
after 3 daes of torture , waking up ard 5.30am,todae i can finally wake up later lex..

wats best is tml is LABOUR DAY !!!

tt means tt i no nid to go sch sch .. hehehex

YESHA !!!

btw , oliver korkor ..

2nd dae in taiwan already rites .. having fun ???

lols .. are you feeling v touched now ??

ur meimei still rmb u worx .. hahahaax ...

hmmmx .. next will be :

ATTENTION TO ALL DBEN PEOPLE !!!

HERE'S THE WEBIE TT OUR REHAB TEACHER GAVE US TODAE ..

I DUNO WATS ITS FOR , SO CHECK IT OUT URSELF KIES ..

http://www.abletribe.com/

hmmmxx.. todae xiaomei huishan woke up late .. came sch late !!

but i'm so so so happy when she reach sch ..

cos from tt moment onwards , i haf had a mmc card in my fone .. meaning i can listen to music le ..

hehehex .. so happy ..

yesha !!!

HUISHAN !! I LOVE YOU LOVE YOU LOVE YOU V MUCH !!!

lols ..
then then huishan buy new fone le .. nice nice .. i wanna buy too .\!! sobxx

nice huhx !!! i lyk sia !!!then then , my OM teacher suddenly look at mi after lesson , she sae : wow , u lyk v happy sia .. everytime laugh n smile dex .. lols .. then i v ps lor .. but then on hte bus with yuker tt tym i was tinkin bout wat she said .. its kinda true though .. its good to laugh n smile more .. hmmx ., i hope tt ppl around mii will feel the happiness from the bottom of theirs hrts too .. esp to oliver korkor .. =)

next will be .. my babi summ summ told mi sth .. she ask " ur friend alvin hor .. look lyk mike sia .. even the pose oso the same .." so , i 've decided to post for everyone to c n judge .. tag to comment kies ...

do they look alike ??? lolx ..

oh ya .. special thanks to radzif the babe .. he's the one hu send mi mikes pic .. thks ..

so yeah .. tt's all i wanna sae todae .. have fun !!

BORING WEDNESDAY

2009-04-29T20:41:00.002+08:00

i got CSW n gems lessons todae...
rehab lessons have been cancelled again due to the fact that we still did not cover enough to do tutorial ..
so yea , 3h break again..
during CSW lessons , we were asked to do some sort of business telephone fone for tt lesson ..
OMG .. stress sia ... my mind suddenly blackout .. went blank !!! and i'm screwed !!
lols .. luckily i've got nadia with me ..
at first , i'm kinda sad becos liying n huishan paired up
then left with mi , jixu and weisum ..
then jixu and weisum looked at mi 'hinting mi to join others i guess'
then i emo , and asked her to join ..
but i guess in the end , i'm really lucky to haf her though !!
her angmoh arx .. superb sia !! lols .. LUCKY .. she kinda lead mi though the whole conversation .. heheehex ...
then then tt lec came , and asked boontat whelther i've done a good job a not ..
lols .. i noe its really bad .. but thanks for covering up for mi and sae i did well !!
thanks ah boon ...
next will be the 3h break ..
so as a blogger noob .. i went to the com lab n try hard to improve on it .. and there i've got songs for my blog le !! yesha !!!
then go makan ??? jap food from fc3 .. hmmmxx... not bad ahx ...
next will be gems time !!
lols .. i'm kinda tired .. so nap a lit during the lec .. lols but i did learn sth !!!
interesting fact : monosodium glutamate (in short, MSG) causes chinese restaurant syndrome-irritability, numbness and depression ...
oh well .. but i dun really believe it cos i dun seems to have tt particular syndrome
then after that i went to meet jordan to play pool in sch
oh ya .. its like double waiting lax ..
i waited for him at T15 cause i tot his lesson haven end ..
then he waited for mi at libraby cause he tot my lesson haven end ..
then somehow we manage to mit n ply .. i'm a real noob there i guess ..
oh ya ..
wilfred .. dun be sad kies !!! this failure will increase success rate for the nxt try!! ganbatte ne ...
i guess tt's all i wanna sae todae le ..
minasan !! mata ne ..

JAPANESE II LESSON 1

2009-04-29T00:50:00.003+08:00

わたしたち we
あのひと that person, he, she
あのかた　 (あのかた is the polite form of　あのひと)
みたさん ladies and gentlemen
～ちゃん (suffix often added toa child's name instead of ~san)
～くん (suffix often added to a boy's name)
～じん (suffix meaning ' a national of ')
せんせい teacher, (not used when refering to one's own job)
きょうし teacher , instructor
かいしゃいん company employee
ぎんこういん bank employee
いしゃ medical doctor
けんきょうしゃ researcher
エンジニア engineer
でんき electricity,light
どなだ　 polite form of だれ
～さい ~years old
なんさい　（おいくつ）how old (polite form of なんさい)
～ねんせい ~year(school)
なんねんせい which year

アメリカ U.S.A
ちゅうごく china
イギリス U.K
ドイシ germany
インド india
フランス france
インドネシア indonesia
フスシル brazil
かんこく south korea
シンガポール singapore
タイ thailand
マレーシア malaysia

ひこうき airplane
ふね ship
ちかてつ subway, underground
でんしゃ train
しんかんせん the bullet train
タクシ taxi
ぎてんしゃ bicycle
あるいて on foot

かれ boyfriend, he
かのじょ girlfriend, she
かぞく family
ひとりで alone, by oneself
せんしょう last week
こんしょう this week
らいしょう next week
せんげつ last month
こんげつ this month
らいげつ next month
きょねん last year
ことし this year
らいねん next year
しゃしん a photogragh
しゃしをとります take a photograph
かいます buy
とまだにをいます meet a friend
いっしょに together
みせ store, shop

FIRST JAP CLASS !!!

2009-04-28T23:31:00.004+08:00

hmmmmxx..
todae got biofluid tutorial ..
its suppose to be a 2h tutorial ..
but end up , the teacher teach for 15mins then end lexx..
out of boredom , i went to t15 com lab to ply games n try to 'improve on my blog'
by pestering my poor lit huishan to teach mi when she's trying to ply game ..
lols , i ended up getting my cbox done ..
yesha !!! first step to bloggin life !!!
lols ..
next will be optics which we haf slacked a lot
follow by rehabilitation , so boring !!!!!!
lols .. but we get to learn a lot on our spinal cords i guess ..
then , we had our OM ...(organisation management), in which up to now , i still do not noe wat its about .. lols .. but i guess i will , i might in near future .. lols .. HOPEFULY u see ..
then my baobei jixu , while waiting for dearest sum sum , came to pei mi b4 my jap lesson start .
n here i go again , yuker was with us u see , then i pester pester him to teach mi how to change blogskin , and there , i got my blogskin done !!! yesha !! lols .. then mit up wif gilbert , ah gil , ah bert (chip chip ) n went for classes ... so scary sia .. that jap teacher kept asking qn !!! but i guess i'll get to learn more this way bax ..heheheex .. thats all i guess ... oh last but not least ... i love my dben baobei !!! got babi weisum , tiancai jixu , xiaomei huishan , DR. N (nooby liying ) ... sum sum ... i kept my promise worx .. hehehehex .. i'll try to find some time to type out those jap stuff i learn todae bax ..
oh ya .. 3 more things to add on
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO GILBERT !!!
bad hengli , b gd , dun skip classes kies
nice oliver korkor enjoy your trip to taiwan
IT'S DRAMA TIME NOW BABE !!! LOLS .. mata ne

ARE YOU SPOILED ???

2009-04-28T09:01:00.000+08:00

YEAH !!!!
lols .. i'm not spoiled kies ...
for those who tinks tt i m ,
then u're really wrong .. check tis out ...

'Shannahs has taken the Are you spoiled? quiz.
According to quiz analysis, Shannahs is 28% spoiled!You're barely spoiled. You may have some nice things, but you never let them go to your head.You appreciate each gift you're given - and you don't dwell on what you "deserve" to have.'

CSWreport

2009-04-27T23:59:00.000+08:00

Subject: Special Promotion of Vaio Business Laptops

27 April 2009
The Purchasing Officer
Zo media Pte Ltd
179 River Valley Road
#01-01 River Valley Building
Singapore 179033

To valued customer,
Thank you for supporting sony Singapore for the past 5 years. Based on the past records, we believe that you have purchased 20 Sony Vaio model no: VGN-TF110J from us on 12 January 2004 .We sincerely hope that you are satisfied with your previous purchase with us.

As a follow-up, we are pleased to inform you about our latest promotion of the new Vaio business laptops VGP-AC19V26 (Z-series) as I strongly believe that a new version of business laptops would be able to bring more convenience to you and your company.

Several improvements have been implemented into our new laptops with regards to your previous purchase have been listed below.

Firstly, the operating system has been changed from Windows XP to Windows Vista
Secondly, an increase in RAM size from 1GB to 4GB has been included to increase the speed of the laptops.

Thirdly, with the current technology, we are able to evolve from SMC infra-red port to Bluetooth and integrated wireless LAN to aid in ease of transferring of files.

Next, we have also improved on the security system, from windows login passwords to fingerprint sensor to prevent the data from being stolen by the others.

Also, we are able to increase the battery life from 3hours to 5hours( optional 7.5hours) and decrease the weight of the laptops from 1.85kg to 1.48kg .

Lastly, we are pleased to inform you that a higher discount rate would be given to you as follows: 11-20 laptops: 5% discounts; 21-30 laptops: 9% discounts; >30 laptops: 19% discounts could be given.

For more information, please feel free to visit our website ****** or send a email to *****

We hope to have your support in our upcoming product.

Sony Singapore,
Sale Assistant,
Koh Mei Shan
please do help me check if there is any mistakes ...
thanks ...
sorry nadia for the late late late last min work .. sumimasen ne !!!
to the rest , good night , oyasuminasai ...

random

2009-04-27T22:20:00.000+08:00

oh well .. i got too bored and copy paste some nice lyrics tt i lyk 4 every1 to c ..
hehex ..
really gotta go now !!
REPORT 11 here i go ..
gonna get started b4 nadia smack mi ..
hehex
btw
to oliver korkor ..
u sick uhhx ..
get well soon uhhx ..
if not u will not be able to enjoy your trip to taiwan worx ..
byes ....

Remioromen - Konayuki Lyrics

2009-04-27T22:16:00.000+08:00

Konayuki mau kisetsu wa itsumo sure chigai
Hitogomi ni magirete mo onaji sora miteru no ni
Kaze ni fukarete nita you ni kogoeru no ni
Boku wa kimi no subete nado shitte wa inai darou
Soredemo ichi oku nin kara kimi wo mitsuketa yo
Konkyo wa naikedo honki de omotterunda
Sasaina ii aimo nakute
Onaji jikan wo ikite nado ike nai
Sunao ni nare nai nara
Yorokobi mo kanashimi mo munashii dake
Konayuki nee kokoro made shiroku somerareta nara
Futari no kodoku wo wake au koto ga dekita no kai
Boku wa kimi no kokoro ni mimi wo oshi atete
Sono koe no suru hou he sutto fukaku made
Orite yukitai soko de mou ichi do aou
Wakari aitai nante
Uwabe wo nadete itano wa boku no hou
Kimi no kajikanda te mo nigirishimeru
Koto dakede tsunagatteta no ni
Konayuki nee eien wo mae ni amari ni moroku
Zara tsuku ASUFARUTO no ue shimi ni natte yuku yo
Konayuki nee toki ni tayori naku kokoro wa yureru
Soredemo boku wa kimi no koto mamori tsuduketai
Konayuki nee kokoro made shiroku somerareta nara
Futari no kodoku wo tsutsunde sora ni kaesu kara
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The season in which the powdered snow dances always passes by
Even if I’m lost in a crowd I can see the same sky
Even though I'm chilled as if I'm being blown by the wind
I don't know anything about you, do I?
And yet, I found you amongst 1 hundred million people
There's no (scientific) basis for this,
but I believe this with all seriousness
We can't live at the same time without trivial fights
If I can't be honest, then rapture and sorrow are meaningless
Powdered snow, i
f you paled me white to the heart
Can you share our loneliness?
I pressed my ear against your heart
Going gently, deeply towards where the sound (is coming from)
(That's where) I want to disembark,
There, we'll meet once again
I want us to reach rapport but I was the (only) one who touched its surface
The only thing that was holding us together was my hand squeezing yours that was numb with cold
Powdered snow, in front (of us), eternity, too fragilely, becomes a stain upon rough asphalt Powdered snow, this heart that has transcended time is faltering
And yet, I want to continue to protect you
Powdered snow, if you paled me white to the heart
You would wrap around our loneliness and send it back into the sky

Daniel Bedingfield - If You're Not The One

2009-04-27T21:54:00.000+08:00

If you’re not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you’re not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call
If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all
I never know what the future brings
But I know you are here with me now
We’ll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it,
I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?
If I don’t need you then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don’t need you then why does your name resound in my head?
If you’re not for me then why does this distance maim my life?
If you’re not for me then why do I dream of you as my wife?
I don’t know why you’re so far away
But I know that this much is true
We’ll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
And I wish that you could be the one I die with
And I pray in you’re the one I build my home with
I hope I love you all my life
I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it,
I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that Iam
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?
‘Cause I miss you,
body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away
And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today
‘Cause I love you,
whether it’s wrong or right
And though I can’t be with you tonight
And know my heart is by your side
I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it,
I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that Iam
Is there any way that I could stay in your arms

FIRST

2009-04-27T21:30:00.000+08:00

oh hey !!
i've create a new gmail acct to start bloggin todae !!
lols ..
guess wat , i'm a total nooby over here now .. but i'll try to make it nice asap by pestering my poor lit besties to teach mii!! lols
there it is ..
OH NO ,
gotta do hw now
HOMEWORK !!!
optics, CSW, FYP, RPBMED lab report !!!! GOTTA DO ASAP !!! OMG !!!!
btw , tml i gonna start my japII lessons tml ..hopefully its nice ..
so yea .. gotta .. cya soon .. ja mata ne !!!